[31 May 2004|10:36pm] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | ghostface killah - theodore ] its sad, because the one thing i want to do works out only for alittle ive been in the same band w the same people for years now but nothing has come out of it except some good music and some good arguements, its pathethic. i dont understand it much but people obviously dont give a shit they say i dont but i do and what can a person do when the other people don't care? all you can do is try.. and i did, i practice by myself and wait for phone calls and even make phonecalls but everyone is always so busy. its a waste and a horrible one. the only perfect thing i have going for me is claudia and that is something that is always there for me whenever time of day or weather and always works out. i cannot choose what people will do ever and i have learned that people will turn there back on you no matter how good friends they are. thats why i beleive in karma and i can just watch down on it and laugh really. i hope things work out for everyone because things aren't on my side this month at all, maybe next month? farewell. -tones #7 RIP<3 2 hit it| spark an L

what a wonderful weekend. [08 May 2004|07:58pm] [ music | inspectah deck - 9th chamber ] ok well i know i never update this journal and personally i never feel like doing so. im bored and quite sad about a major even that happened in my life this weekend. on friday night while i was at the hookah bar with about 15 friends i recieved a call that one of my best friends craig grumet since kindergarden had got into a car accident and was being rushed to the hospital. i was quite intoxicated so i didn't think very much of it other then oh he will be ok its prob just a minor injury, sucks for his car. then maybe 45 minutes or so later i had received another call telling me that craig had passed away. it was surreal and still is, and i don't really want to talk much about it. tomorrow is the 'shiva' if thats how u spell it and basically my whole grade + seniors + whoever was close to him are missing school. wheatley won't be the same for along time. it was a huge loss. pay ur respects and visit the memorial site off the service road across the street from wheatley road. R.I.P Craig<3 3/11/87- 5/8/04 we'll always be thinking of u killah watch down on us all. untill next time... suck a diiiiiick niggas 2 hit it| spark an L

im not fretting but its safe to say somebody got away with my memories this time again. [26 Feb 2004|09:38pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | outkast - a life in the day of benjamin andre' ] Basic-- Full Name: anthony dipasquale Nickname: tones, diggy Age: 17 Grade: junior Birthday: 12/20/86 People You live with: mom, dad, brother Ages of of People: dad 45, mom 44, brother 13 --Personal-- Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yes Who: claudia Crush: maybe Who: a secret Best Friend: i have quite a few. --Family-- Are your parents divorced: no Has either one ever been in a previous marriage: No How many siblings: 1 Yall Get along: for the most part Do you get along with your parents: sometimes. my mom alittle more then mi padre Do they punish you alot: never have i been gruonded or punished. --This or That-- Hot Dogs or Hamburgers: cheesburgers Vegetables or Fruit: Fruit Radio or TV: tv Boys or Girls: girls.? im not gay Pen or Pencil: Pen Beavis or Butthead: butthead MTV or VH1: MTV Video or DVD: DVD Reality or Dreams: dreams Boyfriend/Girlfriend or Available: girlfriend? --What do you think of when you hear this word-- Biscuit: KFC has mad good biscuits cell: phone Booty: female behind School: torture Friend: someone who you can relate too. Cheerleading: hot girls that like to jump around and clap alot Smoke: Pot, cigerettes, CRACK! ha Destiny: 's child Bible: confusing, and long. Book: the outsiders movie: blow, kids. two of the best. Dark: black people Girl: i love em Boy: my nigga Basketball: fun sport Hair: i like it straight Pool: both kids are best naked. --Do you know anyone named-- John: yes Nichole: yes Leslie: yes Paul: yes Abraham: lincoln Arnold: hey? Abbey: yes Alli: yes Kelly: no Dustin:no Shelby-woo: yeah she frys my rice Roger: yes Matthew: yes Nathaniel:no Scott: yeah Philip: no Carrie: no Kaitlyn: yes Bob: yes Fred: no -another- eaten sushi?: yea Been on stage?: yes Been dumped?: nope. Had someone be unfaithful to you? yes ;( Gotten in a car accident? haha, yeah Hiked a mountain? dont recall. Made homemade cookies?: eh, i guess Been in love?: y e s. Seen the White house?: no Either/Or... ? Cold or hot?: alawys cold? Blue or Red?: red New or old?: depends on what Give or receive?: recieve, lmao Wool or cotton?: Cotton, make those blacks pick it. lol jk, seriously. Rose or Daisy?: Rose Private school or public school?: pub. Chocolate milk or plain milk?: chocmilk. Celsius or Fahrenheit? Fahrenheit spring or fall?: Spring History or Science?: science Math or English?: English Who's your funniest friend? frank Who do you e-mail the most?: no-one. i never email anymore Who is the meanest?: alan Who's the loudest: alan Who's parents do you know the best?: levys. franks, hegel. Who has the best room? either ryan viola, or derek. Within last 24 hours... Had a serious talk?: yes hugged someone?: yes gotten along good with your parents? Yes Fought with a friend?: yes Do you like to?::::: hug?: love em Give back rubs?: yeah i like to massage. Take walks in the rain?: love it. If you got a tattoo, would it be a snake sliding down your spine?: no have you ever had that falling dream?: no What color is your floor/carpet in your room?: hardwood What was the last CD you bought? KANYE west If you chew gum, what kind?: all kinds how do you plan on spending this summer? chillaxin with claudia, my band, AND DRIVING MY MOTHER FUCKING CAR ARUOND WHEVERVER THE FUCK I WANT MOTHERFUCKs Have you ever? Danced around naked: lol no. Lied about your bra size: maybe if i wore one? Gotten drunk: can you say, every week? Run away from cops: yes, Flip off you parents behind their backs: yeah all the time Mentally undressed someone: yes Eaten crayons: no.. Shoplifted: no Held a gun: yeah Seriously injured yourself: not really. When was the last time you.... Sang out loud: just like 5 mins ago Went to a porno site: lol literally months, unless ur counting the ones that pop up liek every fucking minute. Threw something: my cell phone like 10 minutes ago Watched a cartoon: yesterday Did something you enjoy: two days ago ;) Do you? Have a pager: no Have a cell phone: yes Have a laptop: no Have money in pocket right now: yes Have clothes on right now: yes Have a mental disease: no Lie to people to make them think well of you: no. Have behavioral problems: yes indeed i do Have a car: no Have self esteem problems: eh not really [Birth Name] anthony [Age you act] depends when. hopefully 17 [Height] 5'11 [Where do you live?] mineola, new york. LONG ISLAND b! [Birthplace] Flushing, queens. represent. [Hidden Talents} mmm thats for u to find out and me to know [pictured ur crush naked?] seeen my crush naked<3 [actually seen ur crush naked] lol yup didnt even see this ? [been in love] yes. atleast i though i was [cried when someone died] Yes. [drank alcohol] Yeah. [fallen for ur best friend] Yep [been rejected] yup [rejected someone]yup [been cheated on] psh of course but ive cheated on also [done something u regret] yeah like million things. [Been In Jail] notttt yet. lmao [Hit a Boy] BEAT* a boy. yes [Hit A Girl] no [Broken A Bone] finger [Cheated On A Test] everyone. [Let a friend cry on your shoulder] Of course. [Fell asleep in the shower/bath] no [Walked in on someone changing or showering] lol yup [Gone to Church] Yeah [Never slept during a night] Yeah do it all the time [Seen someone die] no [Thought you were in love] Yes [Screamed at someone for no reason] YeAH [Stayed up till 4 am on the phone] Yep. [what do u notice first?] eyes [last person u slow danced with] dont remember [worst thing to say] nigger. wout a doubt lol or gay [do you have a crush] naht really i have a gf. WHAT COMES TO MIND WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT... [Bill Clinton] blowjob [Love at First Sight] true. [Abortion] their decision. [Pot] i heart it. [Eating disorders] they suck. [Rap] good shit. [Marilyn Manson] some freak ass motherfucker who can't decide to be male or female. [Suicide] stupid way to go out. [Drinking] fun fun fun [Life] okay some times. [Memory of the year] anything to do with hegel. [Food] anything good [Favorite Ice Cream] vanilla [Favorite Alcohol] ew [Your Ideal BF/GF]mine. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU... [Took A Shower] today [Cried] couple weeks ago actually it wasnt really crying. [Watched a Disney movie] week ago [Recieved a hug] today [Where You Want To Live] california [How Many Kids You Want] 1 the most if any [What Kind Of Job You Want] anything to do w music [i wish] i had a car sooner. and i lived by claudia and my band got somewhere. [i love] claudia [i miss] friends, allie, old days. middle school. [i fear] bridges, gangsters [how do u know its love? when you're obsessed and can't even realize it. you can f e e L it as well. spark an L

so pull the triggers in this dying game, [19 Jan 2004|06:42pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | at a loss - low oceans ] so long time no response. lol sry to all my livejournal fans who check on this everyday lol i haev been quite the busy beaver with candela and school and everything. finalyl met some1 in wheatley this year that i can be with. and enjoy so to all of u that already know her name is claudia. i miss her already i was chillin w her yesterday :( we watched dave chapelle and the ohters. great dvds. great times i got so drunk this weekend its mind boggling lol - aj, 41, niki, n joanna know the deal. then went to at a loss + eoad show on sunday. shit was waaaak so i drank some more that night lol probly the best sunday ive ever had ina whileee. oh well today was martin luther king day and i had a good one. i hope you all did too i will someday again post another reply. untill then, farwell xo CANDELA SHOW ON THE 24TH OR 26Th (sry, i cant recall, the girl told me on monday of last week and i doooo not remember.) IM me for further details.. + location and time. 1 hit it| spark an L

snoewstorms r craaaaaazyness!! [07 Dec 2003|02:08am] [ mood | weeeeed/xanex ] [ music | blink182 - new cd. soo good, blink rulz still. ] well, being drunk is fun but being drunk and spending 20 minutes writing an entry just now and hitting the x button on accident is not funnnnn!!!!!. i am pissed. today was a good day. went snowboarding w ryan jeff and tompson. me n tomp burned an L in the furnace place of wheatley hills cos we are gangsta and used it last winter when we stole golf carts. so much fun. i wanted to do it again tonight but the same peopel were not arounddd.. so instead aftter tremedous coldness due to the snow storm we went back to ryans house for hot cocoaaaaine lol and just chilled. later that night.. i ended up getting to where i am right now at this point which is pretty "drunknd" and i smoked alottt so i was just chillin and watchin like movies ive seen 1,000 times at 41s with joanna tracy pete dylan jodie derek + jeff. good times. the snow basically kid this weekend. driving in it was fun tho lol. ok i am to fucknin messed to finish and im lucky i am updating this because i neerv bdo xo peaceouttttttt ps.s- candela is back in action check out recordings sometime this week IM me for hot sex. ;) 2 hit it| spark an L

i wanna meet the wolves half way and let them tear me apart [18 Nov 2003|08:12pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | thrice - in years to come ] wow, its been awhile has it not? last night me matt, michele and will took the train to the city at about 4pm. we got to the roseland ballroom at about 5pm and the line was around teh fucking block, literally. so after waiting on line for like an hour, and it not moving, me and matt decided to get our blaze on. we asked some random guy to cop us an L and he got us one for free.. what a present! so we then head over to roy rogers where i roll the blunt in the bathroom then we went back and waiting to smoke.. the city was to shady to walk around just puffing a blunt so me and matt waited for jeff to come and we just sat in his car burning the L infront of a fucking restaraunt. LOL and while i spark it a cop on a fuicking horse rolls by and doesn't notice.. what luck. so we get there and coheed is playing - and they did play mad good.. then thrice played - they were even better, cos they have breakdowns. thursday then played - their old stuff was good liek usual, i dont like their new stuff at all.. but i must say the millions of confetti that was dropped after jet black new year was pretty fucking trippy.. after the show ended it was about 12am, and we walked from roseland to penn state just checking out the city.. good times. we slept on the train ride him, i got home at liek 130. i was exhausted so i passed the fuck out. so basically my day consisted of sleeping till 12 and then going to school for 3 periods. after school i just chilled n played hockey bc my band is fucking so busy that they can't even call me to tell me theres no practice. i do not know whats become of candela.. and it really is a shame. somedays they want to play and they are into it the others they just act like scumbags and dont care about anything its fucked up. hopefully there will be a upside to this band thing. 4 hit it| spark an L

summer is coming to an end [31 Aug 2003|02:49pm] [ mood | rushed ] [ music | coheed ] so i basically can't recall much of the summer of 03'.. i guess that can be a good thing? this summer was one of the best, yet one of th worst bc all of the seniors left. basically all of my older friends are now gone or still here but not much is the same. aj left last night for deleware, and rintel had the ILL ass back to school party. i was just all fucked up there seeing how school will be next year with the new seniors and me being the junior. funny shit - cos i will be making soooo much money this year i cannot wait. sellin chron to newbies is always fun. especially the hot ones. the last weekend consisted of jony v having his crazy ass parties so i guess it was the ill CLOSER of this so called vacation. hopefully school will be fun again when i go back and not to gay. more to come: for now. peace. 4 hit it| spark an L

the whole world is counting on me? [20 Aug 2003|12:48pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | n O r M a J e A n ] YOU ARE A STONER What kind of crackhead personality are you? brought to you by Quizilla summer is coming to an end but the end is always the best. ive been having maaad fun the last month of summer. can't wait for september so i can start driving.. i am actually looking foward to school/drivers ed. i smoked a gottie last night - ill ass shit - props to jay. 1 hit it| spark an L

[08 Aug 2003|01:43am] [ mood | blaaaaaazed ] [ music | in pieces - your switch to the sun * ] weekly update: congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything. You must be so proud which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla candela has some mp3s from our latest practice. good stuff. yesterday i was with 41 frank jodie, vinny, we took the train from hicksville into manhatten to visit dyl in his boss's hotel room that he chills in for free. we brought a half ounce with us and this 12 year old girl bought it.. lol so we ended up smoking like 10 g's of it.. all DUTCH masters, and some bong. crazy stuff. the girl even had like an 8 ball of griz, straight up vin took like a nice size of it lol i took the ill freezA. then after like 8 hours of blazing and listening to a tribe called quest me jodie 40 and dyl walked to some chink ass restruatun and ordered mad expensive food lol it was maaaaad good, and we were so blazed and jodie said there was a fly in her food and they took like 2 meals off the bill. drove around for the rest of the night. today me and 41 were just driving around blazin L's in the jag, met up w rajeev and nadelz and miller chilled and blazed the ill hooooooookah later that night at barbies jen connely got MAAAD fucke dup and starts calling these black people there niggers and like starts fighthing them and telling them to "get the fuck out of willi p" lmao hilarious shit. im out. peace. 1 hit it| spark an L

OH, YA BROKE? (BANG BANG) NOW YA DEAD BROKE! [24 Jul 2003|06:16pm] [ music | big l - lifestyles of the poor and dangerous ] yo im a motherfuckin fugative, buckwild, and file is the lifestyle i choose to live tonight im going to h00ters with justin jess hill and jen lol this should be good ive been chillin w roslyn kids for the past couple of days. take a break from fucking walking around town and hegel lol hegels car is in the shop for a bit because brett backed up into it and fucked it up nicely. i will write more later. peace. spark an L

smokers take the backseat, drink up wherever we are. [13 Jul 2003|02:52am] [ mood | high/tired/excited ] [ music | the mars volta cd ] sorry for the lack of entries. summer so far is great. lots of smoking, daily basis, wasting all my money on pot lol but whatever, its so worth it. basically friday i was at dylan and jareds all day smoking in there ill ass house because there parents went away for like 2 days, so me and dego and jared and 41 and hegel and tompsn and like mad other nigs just smoked like both there rooms out blunt after blutn and i was playing drums w dyl for alot of the time. good times w old friends. today (saturday) i went back to dylans for his bar b que with miller and tursi, did the same thing.. chilled then left and went to sell justin n jason a bag. i then met up with all them again later at justins.. baked out his oldschool attic.. then hegel and tompson were fighting verbally for like 30 mins at the duck pond so that was pretty funny, tompsons hand gettin cut open was funny too.. then hegel had a pussy fit and we leave.. to get food, we then see derek, he comes back to justins, we watch my converge dvd, then smoke lil more, then we all leave.. an hour later i get a call from hill saying come back, and i wasnt going to because i was in roslyn like 50 times already today but i like her and i wanted to chill w her so we went there and smoked more, then went to the diner, i bent like so many forks in the crazyiest positions and then we left and helped laith get out of a fucking like sand field.. (dont ask) then me n hegel n emo matt blazed a bag we stole from tompson. candela practice tomorrow. excited. monday is gonna be the illlest day. peace. 2 hit it| spark an L

"lil wayne is the illest rapper." (lol) [03 Jul 2003|01:53am] [ mood | r e t a r d ed ] [ music | jayz - got yo self a gun!? ] yo fuck this journal shit but i never write in it but i one thing i can do is keep up w tursi in his entries bc all he does is talk about how crazy his nights get and i can do the same cos rob supplies me with the ill crazyies. hegel got his new WHITE GULF volkswagon. ill shit.. all i have been doing so far into summer is seriously burning an L like almost every hour.. with a different person all the time. thats the ill thing about summer. i can chill w like seriuosly everybody and even meet new people. laundry made easy is so fucking funny now that me and aj dont work for it. dego and I go with 41 frank and mikeboy to do there "work" but all we did was roll aroun dfrom like 1-3 smoking blunts and like getting food at the deli and mikeboy went home and took a nap from 3-4:30 while me dylan and frank like went to millers and smoked blunts. they did absolutely no work. lol thats how to do it. went to jeff rintels big ass house tonight, saw lauara livingstone and winters and they r both like my lovers because they next to me in english and they were both drinking me and 41 were like wut the fuuuuk, damn u bitches are hotttt. like up to there faces lol ended the night off with a fat blunt in joannas pool house ending this entry now with a fat peace out nigs. www.candela.ca.tc if u didnt know...... already 1 hit it| spark an L

when i was 12 i went to hell for snuffin JESUS [22 Jun 2003|01:21am] [ mood | high ] [ music | 311 ] yo this night def was one of the crazyiest senior graduations. good shit drinking beer from an IV like funnel yo was the sickest shit i haev ever done. practice was good - nadelmen is the illest nigga too i really wish i can remember the shit he was saying more to comeeee spark an L

so much coke u can ski a slalom [21 Jun 2003|01:56am] [ mood | 6ft under the INFLUENCE NUGGAA ] [ music | JAyz- money cash hoes ] YO. i just am so fucked up right now went to the hookah bar in the city tonight for jasons bday band went, ryan viola, emo matt, aj, and the 41 nizzle. shit was good times. trainrides = mad funny me rolling an L in the train + me rolling an L in the citylike in the road me having beef w some nigga cos he knew we wereblazing chron and hes like dont front ur lucky this isnt broklyn and im like yaah. then aj and 41 picked me up @ east willi train cos they left early and then we blazed the gully L. i wanted to go to joe bLAAze's party but im too fucked up to even like walk. i will right more when i am not fucked up byhe. spark an L

high as a k i t e [08 Jun 2003|08:26pm] [ mood | high ] [ music | rainer maria ] candela played wheatstock on friday and killed the other bands. i though we were pretty good, the drumset i played on sucked tho so i couldn't really get bout it. but i got good responses and compliments. after that we blazed like 5gs next day i drove around w hegel tursi and 41 and we blazed 2 blunts.. then hopped into aj's car w 41 to blaze 2 more L's. lol. later that day i went to justins house which is ill and they were playing some new songs and shit and me and hegel and matt took a taxi home, blazed an L infront of alexs then mikeboy n neil came and picked me and hegel up to blaze another lol.. by this time i was like ready to fall asleep but then i went back to alex's.. chilled w jared and kerzner and then i wasn't sleepy. we blazed like 3 more L's then i went home at 2 today miller had people over, we got mad fuckkkkked up at his h osue then maria kicked us out im so highhh bye ps. i saw my daughter katie toda!Y xoxo 1 hit it| spark an L

rip right throught your back [01 Jun 2003|06:54pm] [ music | on the might of princes - go fuck yourself ] so my weekend consisted of getting really high.. smoking some ill ass hash hegel sleeping over sneaking into the movies to see italian job band practice pushing alot of chron. smoking like 4 blunts after eachother at the train tracks w mineola kids. for now i have to do my english reports which is like an everyday assignment. school is over soon.. i am happy but alittle sad because i won't get to see half the people anymor and i fucking see my friends all the time. i need to take a vacation.. whoevers down lets get some plane tickets. i'll write more later- maybe. peace. 1 hit it| spark an L

pearly whites [28 May 2003|11:09pm] my nigga rob said it the best: "there is nothing to do EVER except fuckin drive around, do nothing, smoke blunts, and drink LONG ISLAND FUCKIN SUCKS" is he ever so true.. other then speaking the truth, my band had practice today.. we got shit down as usual and sounded pretty good. me tomp alex and laith smoked a nice J outside of the westbury mannor then went in to get jobs.. lol it def was the funnyiest thing ever cos we wreaked in such a fancy ass place.. peace spark an L

so high, so sssick of being this hiiigh :( [25 May 2003|01:36am] [ mood | sooooooo hhhhhiiiiigh ] [ music | candela of course, ] m attm iller2k2: lets get mad drunk tomarrow m attm iller2k2: mad beers m attm iller2k2: and like m attm iller2k2: beat up homless niggas m attm iller2k2: with like computer screens m attm iller2k2: we like throw bricks at them niggas livin in cardboard boxes candela practiec was the shizzle today my nizzle smoking a 6 gram blizzle to our hizzle 12 nizzles on that shizzle yeah then we went to dereks and got sssssso much more higher jeesus christ but it was chill there i havent been there in mad long and i had fun cos i playe dw levy for ahwile and derek and ryan and we had our own little band thing it was pretty funny candela owns eoad tho. horribly, which is funny. i wanna hear the shit we recorded when we blazed the goddi it was pure crazyness im going to go pass out xoxo byea spark an L

i am the master of the L [18 May 2003|01:23am] [ mood | euphoric ] [ music | candela - fish out of water ] mad ill day today. woke up chilled around the house for awhile then went out sold some bags then went to practice. practice was maaad ill, played everysong and got them down and even played them slow.. smoked the fattest like almost 3 g L with vicodin in it, then after smoking we played insane. after that went to the willets rd carnival to see dumb niggas and some funny girls talking to tompsn about how they drug him around one night lol. after that we went to tompsons house, smoked a another nice ass L that i perfectly skilled then we made mac n cheese and me and miller took a vicodin and drank some absolute. im prertty fuckin fucked up. i skilled tompson the illest L before we left his house. friday was chill cos i was with miller emo and alex and we got maaad high. coped a 4 for 40$ of the illest tree.. then later that day we went to steves,a nd he had the ill bar bq and i chilled w farhad, rich, fuzz, rob tursi, 41, joe blaze, and all my ill niggas and got maaaad drunk and high and then me and 41 went to sell bags to some hot girls and then we went to some girls party where these two fat lumberjacks were talking to me and 41 about there shrooms trips yo it was mad weird. im done with this entry bye. xoxo p.s. - ask me if u want any new candela instrumentals.. jess wasn't act practice today but this shit came out g u l l y. spark an L

mike desmond is mad fuckin funny [12 May 2003|10:54pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | CANDELA - our house ] www.candela.ca.tc download the new song we recorded. vocals r pretty good, the music is alittle low but its a shitty 4 track so just wait till the end of the week for the demo to be out. i skated today w justin, derek, ryan, corey, and mike connelly. mad fun, got pretty blazed. candela practice on wednesday. i will tell more then. adios. 1 hit it| spark an L

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